Our soul works with our mind and what we make of it. If you are so tired within yourself try to read this article.
Now i need you to understand that it is very okay to have a soul that is tender and tired. I need you to understand that some times it is okay to be gentle with just yourself, that is very fine to feel what you are feeling right now, that it is fine to let it all crack within the weight of every of your bones.
I need you to know that it is just fine to not be okay, that it is fine to feel sad even if you do not fully understand it at all. I need you to always know that you do not have to live in one extreme. You do not have to force yourself to feel an immediate happiness, you do not have to sit with all of your damages and make a home out of it. You need to know that you exist in multitudes. You also need to know that you are the product of what is hopeful and haunted within yourself, and it is very okay to exist in this world as someone who is simply figuring out how to balance all that.
Because this is what they do not tell you. Being a human is both beautiful and burdensome. Yet beautiful. It is a very confusing and messy thing. Life would amaze you in the most stunning ways, and it will somehow also break your heart. Life will provide you with the kinds of lessons that grow you, build you and help you to bloom into the person you have always hoped for, but it will some how carry within it the kinds of many losses that stay with you, that totally change you and mould you in a very uncomfortable ways. Life will demand from you to do the particular work, for you to always understand yourself, for you to always heal even when it hurts. For you to be brave most of the time, for you to always fight for yourself.
At the end of it, bravery is not a battlefield. It is not like fast cars, or most stunted risk. Bravery is surely the quietest thing you will ever know in this world. To be brave is getting up in the morning when your bones are so heavy and your heart sure does not want the light to crack within it. Bravery is leaning into what aches you, it is looking it in the face directly, giving it a new name and confronting it for what it is. Bravery is being very gentle within yourself, especially when it is not convenient for you, especially when you are not an example of the person you strive to always be. Bravery is forgiving yourself whatever it takes to, it is that work you do within your own soul that is dirty and difficult and very much demanding.
But above all, bravery is the way to stretch towards the light at the end of the tunnel. It is that way you bloom in the direction of much goodness, even when you might not know what you are reaching for. Bravery is always allowing yourself to believe that you are growing every time, even when it does not look like it. Bravery is putting that trust on yourself even when you do not recognize the pathway.
Bravery is for you to know that there is more for you than now, that you will have the ability to save yourself like you always have before; that you will survive by all means.